in a disappointing turn of events, my self loathing is at an all time high.
I’m flipping myself off for being so foolish, and feeding into beauty standards.
body positivity is fucking hard when you can find no redeeming qualitities in yourself.
I will never find this body beautiful, because it’s not.
I’m not voluptuous or curvy, I’m just fucking ugly and odd shaped.
And I know it doesn’t matter how I eat or exercise, it doesn’t change. I’ve yo-yoed weights and my unappealing shape stays the same.
This is a never-ending battle and I have a feeling I won’t win.
Your body is fucking gorgeous. I’m not saying that to make you feel better. I’m telling you this because it’s true and it’s so fucking sad that you can’t see it.
I am so, so sorry that you feel the way you do about yourself. It’s not your fault that you do, dear.
<3 <3 <3
I’m also sad you can’t see the beauty in your body that everyone else does. I wish I could help or offer the right words - sadly I’m right there with you. Hope you manage to feel better and practice some serious self care soon xxxx
More cute chubby boys, please.